I stayed naked in bed with him but no sex

As I told you that Eid Ul Adha days for me are very painful. I was, as usual, very sad today and couldn’t stop thinking about the brutality, which would persist for next three days.

Mostly I go on a drive when I am feeling low but going out today scared me as I didn’t want to see anything disturbing by chance. Although the area where I live is very clean and posh and residents are not allowed to slaughter on roads but I was still very scared.

So, I thought I should try to be a naturalist today (be may it could distract me). Have never tried it. It doesn’t appeal to me. Maximum I do is (and it’s usual) walking in my house either in my undergarments or just a tank top and underwear. Don’t judge me. It’s my house, my rules.

Well, I made soup and got naked with Mekel and got into bed (it was not something new, of course. We always do that but being naked in bed has always been about sex or romance). We sat and ate soup (That was unusual. Never did that). It had to be completely nonsexual (was not really in kinky mood anyway). Just two humans sitting like in primitive ages. It was very difficult to control Mekel though (He did everything possible in his masculine capacity to seduce me but I was dead focused. I think he was missing the point.) I had to enforce my experiment on him.  Focus. Focus. Focus.

It was a little uncomfortable feeling eating soup being naked. I kinda don’t like looking at people’s private parts (especially during food). But it was Mekel and nothing was new but even then it was uneasy. And then he kept trying to be funny by saying stupid kinky stuff to change my mind. But again, I stayed focused.

Have you ever tried it? Being a naturalist?

After soup, we stayed in bed for few hours just talking (seriously no sex). We just talked while being in each other’s arms listening to music, talking, until I fell asleep.

Now to tell you something, when I visited Paris this summer, a French friend of mine, who is a naturalist, convinced me to break the barriers and be with him in completely non sexual way, I was thinking if I was cut out for this or not. I mean I could stay naked at my house but in someone else’s house sitting on a couch having coffee butt naked while a stranger’s ding dong stares at me makes me feel exposed. That’s a lot more exposure than I believe I need.

I declined his offer, of course, and had coffee in a café instead.

I think even in naturalist mode, I would prefer to keep my underpants on. (And I don’t want to go to nude beaches.) Period.

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