What do I need the money for?

Life has to be ‘lived’, not ‘spent’.

This is what I have recently decided. I am so tired of running after the perfect future that now nothing seems in sync. I am exhausted battling with my anxiety disorder. Since I have zero materialistic desires, no craving for clothes, shoes, jewelry, restaurant food etc…(seriously, none) so what’s the point of saving for the ‘future’? I don’t even know what’s in my future anymore.  How much I will need in my old age anyway? How much should i save for medical emergencies?  I am 45 and with no health problems so far so how many ailments I can expect on me? All I need is one small house to shelter myself, some vegetables and water, two or three pairs of attire, a couple of shoes and lots of cats and dogs and their food.

Therefore, all the money I will make through my art onward will be solely used only to do what makes me happy (after paying bills of course).

My four greatest passions: (and none pays my bills)

1. Help animals and people

2. Learn as many foreign languages as possible

3. Travel to explore what others don’t…see, see, see

4. Buy books…Read, read, read

So, paint, sell, teach and pursue passion. Screw the rest.

Goal achieved.

I am really happy now.

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